Fit's.

2009-07-17T12:11:00.004+08:00

Woah, it's been fucking damn long since I last updated this blog eh?

Hmpf, look at them dust all pilled up so thick and dirty.

Forget it, I'm officially shutting down this blog already now so

goodbye folks!

FIND ME IN MY NEW PAGE.

2009-06-24T18:26:00.003+08:00

YAY!!!!!!!
SCHOOL'S SHUTTING DOWN FOR ONE WHOLE BLOODY WEEK.
WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!
=D

2009-06-24T00:00:00.008+08:00

POOLPOOLPOOL. :)
The gundus, Arz and Din, demanded a meet up yesterday.
There was no way that I could run away from their clutch, dammit. ^.^
And I love you Tiqi, hehe, cause you love me. =,= muahhh
From their excitement to catch a movie, we made them opt for pool instead, yeah somehow or rather.
Gundus, I promise to hang out longer with you guys next time k?
I was just so horribly bumped out, I coudn't bear to give up that free ride home. HEH.

I guess I have to say that

YOU ARE A BETTER PLAYER THAN ME.

=,=

Bloody frightening one this cousin of mine, eh tiq?

I have got nothing better to do down there.
I didn't wanna look worser than a clown so I turned on VAIO and webcam-ed!!
Damn gundus.

2009-06-23T10:22:00.008+08:00

My head's spinning exhaustively like a hurricane. =,=
I can't manage these countless and piling problems on my own.
I need you around so please don't go.
And yes, it's true that I need you cause I love you and I love you cause I need you.

I'm left dumbfounded right now, my body's shaking.
I need to rest so I'm most probably going home.

2009-06-20T00:18:00.009+08:00

Some say holding on is what that really makes you strong.

But sometimes, it takes soo much more to just let go and move on.

You'd just have to smile and pretend everything's ok by holding back tears and just walk away.

I'll never get over us for I know this is true.

2009-06-18T16:27:00.019+08:00

We had a 'not so exciting as I thought it would be' field trip to Marina Barrage last Friday.
There was quite a big crowd but mampos, have all the cute guys really extinct from this earth???
HEH.

We had absolutely no other sources of entertainment but ourselves there thus, we just had to do our thing.
CAMWHORE!!!

Oh ~ and I would never ever ever ever wanna experience the afternoon life of Marina Barrage anymore.
Because why?
It sucks being under the scorching hot sun with melting make-up and busok armpits.
SERIOUSLY.

BALLS nothing but big huge gigantic BALLS

just like shana's

PEACE ^.^

HELLOOOOOOOO

I love gaining new knowledge, look.

The floorings are well-designed aren't they?
I would wanna have those kinds in my future penthouse but with like a pond in it.
=D
So, do come by and get amazed ok?

And I so wanna be a Billionaire. ^.^

We smiled as though the surroundings were so fucking happening like that!

Pening pening pening ......

Shana said I look pretty seducive in this photo.

Really meh?

We're such vain pots that

it didn't even bother us one bit, comwhoring by the roadside while waiting for the shuttle bus with quite a number of Banglas not only passing by but waving at us at the same time in their bloody damn truck.

>.<

IN THE BUS

WERE SSSSSSOOOOOOO HAPPY TO GO HOME

^.^

HEHE

Nah, presenting you Fit's hot guess shoes.

:))

2009-06-15T14:35:00.006+08:00

Bugis new mall's arcade is the shit I tell you .... =D

The boys' butts were f'damn glued to this football 'game station' I had to threathen to kill myself in order to make them move! No, I kidddd.

Heh. He's playing warcraft.

The machine can turn!

Here comes the coolshit, HARLEYYYYYYYYYYYY !

We soo had to pose for a picture or two cause the harleys were f'gorgeous!

First up, Bazly-lerr-tailonggg. *ekhem,cannot make it sia :)))))*

*ehhhh, what only this mat spark HAHA*

hehe.

Only Fit can effortlessly make the whole thing look cool.

I attract loads of attention when I'm vooming on that thing!

hehe.
REALLY

SEE, EVEN THE UNCLE WANNA POSE AND LOOK COOL.
BUT STOPPIT EH.
HAHAHA

Introducing Fit's personal
BODYGUARDS

In order to cause me any harm, you'd have to go through them first.
UHUH.

2009-06-04T17:00:00.004+08:00

Hello. :) afternoon

I must say that I'm at the moment feeling so much better. Soo much better than those previous suckish days.

How are you? heh

Yesterday went absolutely fine. Did nothing much though. Chilled out at In's crib doing our thang. Hee

I should have tagged along to leisure park, damn I miss enjoying them scenery especially late at night. Hmm

I'm gonna be up to nothing today I guess. I'll just be counting down to midnight. Like yesterday. Webcam is fun huh?!

Haha.

Doodles. =D

2009-06-04T00:37:00.003+08:00

Just so what if I have a number of guy friends?

You'll still be the only one my heart beats for.

Why can't you see that you are so damn fucking special to me?

2009-06-03T15:18:00.006+08:00

You said I've hurt you way too much already now.

You wouldn't wanna entertain me anymore.

But tell me, am I at fault you found out about my current lifestyle?

What exactly are we right now?

I thought we're just friends?

Yes of course we're just friends, friends nothing more but just friends.

What now?

I have to apologise?

Apologise to you for 'allowing' you to interrogate my privacy?

Stop it now.

Guess it's best I stop trying and just put everything to an end.

Goodbye now.

2009-06-03T13:03:00.014+08:00

Sentosa outing a month ago.

ok, shut up.

attack In !
tros lari ! :))))

woo look at Fit look !

nadra's signature pose :)

happy happy

haha girls vs boys konon
cannot make it sia $.$

Huda:)

ah see those muscles ?!

there's something not quite alright with this picture
or isit just me ? hah

cuddle here cuddle there cuddle cuddle everywhere

SMILE everybody SMILE

when boys meets a ball =.=

spot the guy with dreads ? lucky he's nowhere near cute . heh busted

Phat & Mut
always ready for the camera . uhuh

and when the girls get together ..
it's gossip time ! :))

that's fie . don't look if you don't like him

they said my camera's hard to resist, they like it . yeah eh

awh .. & that's Adi & Ifah . the sweet doodles

Ifah, Fit, Afi, Rina :)

peepeepeenad !

bazly-lerr-tailong =.=

Ayuni & Huda

2009-06-01T23:38:00.008+08:00

I have absolutely no other intentions

but

just to say

that

my heart still beats for him.

2009-05-30T16:30:00.021+08:00

For the hundreds of thousands of requests,

I shall update this blog. =.=

It's been sometime since we last date.

I miss her! I MISS YOU.

We ogled a lot didn't we?! *winkwink*

I swear he was just as well staring back at ME, isty.

I swear. :))))))))))))))))))))

The next Hundred Dollar Bill feases.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-05-30T16:00:00.015+08:00

I hate Maths so I skipped Maths Class to camwhore in the school library with Tiqi. =.=
Super gundus.

2009-05-24T14:15:00.004+08:00

MUSTAFA WAREHOUSE SALE WAS THE SHIT !

I got myself a hot new boyfie there ! HEEHEE

His name is ... BABY PINK VAIO .

Awh, I'm sooo dangerously in love .

2009-05-15T22:58:00.005+08:00

I told myself umpteen times moving on is a simple task.
But it's not true.
I just can't seem to forget you.

2009-05-14T18:31:00.008+08:00

I'm glad to be home early today.
At least I was greeted with a wide smile on mama's face and a big hug from my babysister, and hopefully also babah's priceless reaction when he comes back home later.

So anyways, my days had been pretty hectic lately.
It sucks to abandon this poor lil' blog of mine with no pictures, no colours, no nothing.
BO---RING. sigh~

I am a changed person now.
Yes.

2009-05-08T11:46:00.004+08:00

MY PARTNER IN 'CRIME'.

A GREAT PARTNER THAT IS.

but not today cause she didn't wake me up for school

~.~

2009-05-01T22:17:00.004+08:00

If that's what you want, I'll make sure that's what you're gonna get.

2009-04-30T19:10:00.004+08:00

Hee Hee.

Hi!

Tomorrow no school!

I'm fucking happy!

Hee hee!

Haa haa.

So anyways, I guess I was pretty unproductive today and that was certainly bad.

I wonder what's up with them peer evaluation now that I'm in this terribly pathetic state.

Presented in such an awkward manner, all thanks to this girls' monthly thing I'm facing lah!

This month's sucks badbadbaddd ok?! =.=

I am sooooo struggling to not side-track while on the net.

I've got to do RJ.

Yes I've got to do RJ!

No, cannot, RJ boring sia, might as well I post an entry hee hee.

Ah, cannot!

I have to go shit now.

My stomach hurts like shit.

CBcb.

2009-04-29T12:44:00.009+08:00

I've got messed up flow of directions since the beginning of today.

CB cb.
Since me and Tiq got crushed like slimy sardines in tin cans in the freaking 6.50+++am 168 =,= ,we opted for the train thus we alighted at the following stop.

I was and still pissed at the fact that I actually made the bus driver richer by paying $1.90 for a pathetic stop.

After train, then cab from Toa Payoh to school.

CB cb.

Nak pegi school pon sikit nye susah.

After all those bit, we - me. Tiq and Shana still missed our respectives first meeting!

CB cb.

We took our own sweet time the moment we knew that we were already LATE.

We drank teh peng...

And now, we are at the moment oh-so LOST, oh god damn screwed.

cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcb

ok now, bye!

2009-04-26T16:00:00.011+08:00

Wah sian...

This weekend was no break for me 'cause I got myself too involved in some volunteering work! I am still struggling in search of some rest now eventhough I know it's only right for me to skip the thought of it 'cause tomorrow's school!

But hey, since nobody got plans, I might as well just rest my fat ass now! Nightnight.

2009-04-25T14:26:00.006+08:00

You Are Always In My Thoughts And Prayers.

What is love?

It is probably the most difficult question to answer but I am going to give it a little try.

Haa Haa.

What is love?

Love.

Could it be an addiction?

An obsession?

A craving?

A withdrawal?

Or is it everything altogether?

Love. Love is unconditional.

Love. Love is easy.

Love. Love is unconquerable.

Love. Love is an acceptance.

I think love is to love and to be loved sincerely, just as simple as that.

But, if love was so easy then why must mine end?

We love sincerely, didn't we?

2009-04-23T23:49:00.006+08:00

OK hi friendssss! :)

I feel so much lesser than a regular fool I've always been in any other days today 'cause I think I did pretty well in class with lappy! Not to the extent of really well, maybe not just yet, but well. ??

I've got to get up early tomorrow, as early as 5:30am? Yeah right, right!

So goodnight...goodnight...goodnight...oh...goodnight...goodnight...goodnight...goodnight goodnight hope that things WORKOUT alright...jyeah...

2009-04-22T12:47:00.006+08:00

In less than an hour's time, I'll be leaving home for 'school'. Like I said before, nothing beats me best when it comes to lying. But I'm sorry Mama 'cause I need to get some breather outside :) for your own good that is.

She's now chop chop chopping on my lunch pack. I am starving...

2009-04-21T22:47:00.004+08:00

The first day of school was a mess. I was practically all over the place. For one, I couldn't really brainstorm on any ideas for my team due to the absence of my lappy. I felt soo useless I just don't like it.

Furthermore, I soo had to attend class today but I skipped the thought of it (and it's only the second day of school) for the same reason. Who would wanna make a fool of herself in class? Of course not in the very first impression towards them new classmates. Geesh.

And now, I am at the moment cracking my brain, wondering and pondering whether to attend class tomorrow. Haa, do they deduct 0.5 from GPA or Daily Grade or are these two the same? I am soo confused. I am soo petrified. What am I suppose to do? Lappy can only be collected tomorrow in the afternoon. I am soo screwed.

2009-04-21T11:17:00.015+08:00

You've walked away.

You walked far away from me.

I was left standing rooted to the ground as I watched you disappearing in a distance.

I was left trembling alone.

I already knew by then what great number of imperfections I have running all over my body.

I felt atrocious to your sight.

I already knew.

Sometimes I wished I could turn back time to those sweet moments we once shared.

When I stumbled as I complimented you/ When you stumbled as you complimented me.
When you kissed my eyes instead of kissing my cheeks 'cause you were all nervous.
When you left your empty stomach growling in order to feed me with what little money you had.
When you rummaged through your wardrobe for hours, searching and matching your outfit with mine everytime we date.
When you tell me you couldn't sleep 'cause you were thinking about me and then we would end up talking on the phone all night long.
When you brought your laptop overseas so that you could atleast get in touch with me through MSN over the week.
When you bought a prepaid card overseas, putting aside the Line you already had, so that you could call and talk to me a little much longer.
When you gave me cab money so that I wouldn't reach home late and get grounded again 'cause you wanna see me the next day.
When you worked together with your friends to surprise me with a smashing birthday surprise.
When you borrowed money from your friends so that you could present me an absolutely thrilling birthDAY.
When you ended up having to clear your debts 'cause of me.
When you pretended you forgot all about your family outings time and time again 'cause you didn't want me to feel sad about you not going out with me for the day and ended up getting reprimanded.
When you treated me like a princess, buying me the things I wanted without even complaining you need the money for something else.
When we talked animatedly about our future, and that you would be my husband and I would be your wife, and that we would have a lot of kids and stay happily together.

Haha, here I go tearing again. :)

I know I miss you but I can't go on no more.
I know I don't want you to be someone else's but I can't be self-centered no more.
I know I want you right here next to me but I can't be any closer no more.

I want to say I love you but I know it can't be more than just friends.

2009-04-19T20:53:00.006+08:00

You started it with a kiss but ended it with a middle finger.

2009-04-19T14:57:00.003+08:00

Who was it who told me you would die for me, that you wouldn't lie to me?
Oh it was you!
No it was him oh no it was her?
Why can't I get the straight answer that you want me, yes no?
What?

After two years I have to let it go...

2009-04-17T00:23:00.005+08:00

I'm honestly ok if you need or have to go to work at the very very last minute baby.
In fact, it would be better you know cause I can then really rest my soul a mileeee away from you in peace!
Really no, I kid. =.=

Yeah, I did practically nothing in the afternoon today uh except for some 'eye balls exercise'. Only you should know what's up, yes! YOU you you you...yes...I miss you!

Well, at least I managed to finally date Is to Pastamania and it was funnnnn! Haha. I wanted Pizza Hut sia. :( Guess we'll have to go on another date then but to Pizza Hut the next time around ok? ILY.

Ok, goodnight, I tired uh.

2009-04-16T14:19:00.013+08:00

Wowww. I just recalled that ever since I turned 18, my days had been pretty hectic. What surprises me soo much is that mom and dad hadn't been nagging about me coming back home late almost every day now. It's absolutely amazing isn't it? I like, i like...

But then again, to come think of it, I've been lying to get my way to my so called new-found-freedom. Nope, it's not at all healthy to lie! However, the bottom line is I'm still in one piece after all those late night-out. Yeahhhh.

So anyways, I experienced a new experience =,= yesterday, putting aside what happened earlier during the day. It might not be the most enjoyable night for the reason that I had to put up with my sleepiness but I had fun with the boys.

I hate having to endure through the 2hrs of MJ 12 during the car ride,
I don't like, I don't like...
However, the stories shared during those 2hrs weren't pretty bad. Spine-chilling but interesting. Back to the experience I experienced, I actually went to JB in the middle of the night!

Do what? Don's car pleaded to be washed so we had it washed while we 'enjoyed'
the altogether 3.60RM tehs. It smelled like pandan leave and tasted like banana soaked in chlorine!! Please don't tell me they left some 'pucas' in our cups! Obviously, we left after half a sip or one? Going on, we had supper, but at a different place now, too. The restoran was indeed welcoming somehow or rather. The food served were great and so was the sheesha, and not forgetting the atmosphere of the place. It was truly amazing! The music was blasting out loud until the football match started, the moment when my sleepiness strike in...
But I had fun though!

I wonder though what's up for tonight. :)

2009-04-14T00:58:00.011+08:00

AWW...WHAT A PRICELESS BIRTHDAY SURPRISE. :)

I just have to rush my words through this entry. I just have to. I just have to because my heart is pounding extremely fast right now due to the fact that I've just gotten a smashing birthday surprise non other than from a bunch of amazing companies of which are my boyfriend Syafiq, the sewels Don and Bryan, and not forgetting the pretty Shereen. Aww...I just can't stop repeating this word. Aww, they're soo sweet. :)

Here's how the story goes...
I received a call. It was an unknown number. You know just how much I hate picking up a call from a totally perfect stranger. I braved myself up though by restraining my ear to just listen to what the caller had to say. After a few seconds of squinting and fidgeting, it was actually Bryan on the phone instructing me to immediately get out of bed and open up the door. Two words, I just have two words to say right when I pulled the door open. BLOWN AWAY.
I was overly blown away. They were all singing a Happy Birthday song for me, with my baby holding the beautiful chocolate cake all lighted up nice and neatly. What I remembered was, I was tricked into blowing them 18 'MAGIC' candles uh. The candles even made my baby and Shereen blow with all their might. They are soo soo cute. Oh my god, thank you. :)
Besides the delicious chocolate cake, my baby got me a cupcake which tasted absolutely wonderful and also a long long long but very very very sweet birthday card.
I must say this is one totally memorable birthday surprise for me. They actually took the effort to present all these for me. I am very touched. Hooray, I'm already 18! :))

Btw baby, you mean the world to me and I deeply apologised for being sucha a nag towards you the whole of toDAY. Thank you for the birthday surprise.

Excuse me, please don't mind the english eh. It's already late at night and I'm still awfully shocked by the surprise thus it's pretty hard for me to put my words into beautiful words. See lah, see what I mean. Imma post up the birthday surprise pictures once I get hold of them.

I looked awful uh.....without makeup and preppy clothes.

2009-04-13T12:34:00.012+08:00

BATTLE OF THE SEXES.

forthe14thApril:)

mycuteboyfriend

FYQO FYQUE

thesewels

DAN MARTIN
&
M.N.A

2009-04-11T17:09:00.013+08:00

IT FEELS SOO GOOD TO HAVE DONE MANYMANY FAT BURNING WORKOUT AFTER BEING SOOOOOOOOO SICK FOR A WEEK. )':)

What baby? I ran for a freaking halfnhour long and worked on them 11lbs dumbbell ok! Yes, from a pathetic 2lbs to 11lbs, dumby. I have arm muscles now. Want see? HAHA!

WELCOME BACK HOME BABY!!! xoxo :)

2009-03-29T22:35:00.007+08:00

Still Feeling Pretty Much Alive.
I am very much called for GROUNDED!~ for the coming two frigging weeks which basically means 'no life' until the day of Orientation arrives, dated 15th April! Oh I swear this shit is so so true. And I promised to myself, for real this time around, that I wouldn't go about throwing tantrums at anyone I wished to, no, but I would consider this as a blessing in disguise, yes I so am! Because...just plainly because I strongly believe that I would be able to have big bulging pockets both left and right, and also an undoubtedly greater chance of winning a couple of great deals or must I say bets I have with some people eh after my so called 'boot camp'. Just what am I blabbering about now? YOU would just have to wait and see, just wait and see, I said just wait and see!

2009-03-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

Oh fuck, I'm fucking drained now! Fucking fucking tired...tired...so the fucking tremendously tired. Yes, my purpose of writing an entry today is to just let you know that I'm fucking extremely dead beat like I fucking sweat the shit out covering the whole of this fucking beautiful country called Singapore! Really.....fuck I swear I didn't. Bye.

2009-03-26T23:56:00.012+08:00

am Just Thinking About It.....
I would say today I neither refused no lunch nor spent the afternoon in a shady section of a patio. My attention was mainly focused on him.
This might sound all mushy and sudden but I have never met someone like him before. Someone who could be thoughtful when he cared to be, obstinate when he chose, even arrogant and cruel when necessary. Then there was that easy charm he could turn on and off like a light switch. It's safe to say I'm finding myself growing even deeper feelings for him every day.
Just thinking about it sent a liquid warmth through my body. This man was more than dangerous; he had the same power as a keg of dynamite in a tiny shack. Just purely everything that I need and ever wanted.
Before I end my post, I would reallyyyy loooooove to add this bit.
Would you proudly describe your friends as the greatest gift god could ever present you somehow or rather? Cause I would. Haha! I am not trying to be labelled as a sweet talker but uhm, these bit of guys and those lil' bit of gals are the genuine gifts of heaven to me. :)

Goodnight now, sweetdreams.

2009-03-26T00:37:00.015+08:00

Please Forgive Me For My Never-Ending Mistakes.

This morning I had noticed nothing until a strong light pierced my eyelids. I didn't open my eyes until the cyclone in my head stopped. Soon after, I got myself into a deep shit, yes. Again! Despite that, I still yakked and yakked and yakked...and yakked again...nonsensically, still unaware of my imperfection. Then I thought I should have just listened quietly, unsurprised by the absence of self-pity in my own voice.
If only I had done the latter, we would have enjoyed ourselves even more earlier this evening. I know I still did though enjoyed my day with him nevertheless. However so, I hope tomorrow wouldn't be much of a challenge for us. Say if...endurance will be good.
Hey listen, I love you from the bottom of my heart ok? :)
Goodnight baby and sweetdreams, and do take note that we've got big ginormous balls to take care of tomorrow now...

2009-03-23T16:59:00.015+08:00

I Just Had To Drop A Light Kiss On Her Forehead.
My day didn't begin well. I overslept and had a hard time getting a cranky Fit out of bed. Nothing helped! Not even the aroma of Mom's breakfast which was.........I've forgotten now. Geesh. Well, furthermore, Mom unhesitatingly began shooting some stupid yeah very stuppppid questions the minute she saw my unshowered and stinky self standing before her. I have to admit, though I refused to believe that it was because of a brief confrontation I had with her moments ago that had set my blood pumping quickly for the first time in years! Needless to say, I 'answered' in an exasperated voice, hoping my face showed my impatience as I signed the words. Thank heaven she backed off.
Therefore, I concluded that a human being who is 'monstrously unpleasant' =.= to handle should and would always be my mom so back off You, if you think you have the power to slam me down. Whatever~

2009-03-19T00:46:00.003+08:00

If you have something to say, just say it right to my face cause I absolutely hate beating around the bush!

I am just so sick and tired of having panda/swollen eyes cause this made me look even horrifying than I already am.

DAMN!!!

2009-03-18T14:15:00.002+08:00

NO gigs.
NO music.
NO exhilaration.
NO romance.
NO fresh air.
NO surprises.
NO takeaways.
NO nigh-out.

EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED TO A NO-NO TODAY. WTF?!

2009-03-16T15:01:00.007+08:00

RP.....RP.....
Daymmmn I've got the whole time to me, alone, like any other days, again, but with the only exception that it's going to be in school tomorrow! If only mom would add another laptop to my list, things wouldn't be soo hard for me.

So, I guess, me being a perfect stranger, looking horribly stuuupid, in a whole new environment would most probably be seeking around for directions every now and then.

Anyway, the reason why I've got to come down to school is because I've got a configuration to be done. What makes it even worse is that it would take half a freaking day longgg for the configuration to be completed. Ah yeah.

Think again, an idiot, a completely blurr idiot like me, walking and bumping around the whole time, alone, what's going to happen to me? oh yeah, while my family scratching around with ameng in Zoo, the boyfriend snoring away at home, the girlfriends.......aargh!!!
Ok, I would be leaving home by 6.30am tomorrow morning. Hey to anyone, do call me if you happen to be somewhere around RP between f 8.30am and s 6.00pm. PLEASE.

2009-03-08T12:07:00.004+08:00

You might still be in bed right now, smelling like a thousand year old rotten egg. No I kid. :)

Babe, it seems like my stupid mouth got me in trouble again huh.

It's truly upsetting when I realized that I've hurt you because nothing is more painful than hurting the one person who meant the world to me.

I am so sorry babe.

I am very sorry would you forgive me.

>.<

2009-03-08T01:15:00.003+08:00

Stupid Goodnights!
.......never fail to trap me in some stupid stupid very stupiddd wild imaginations!

2009-03-07T01:34:00.007+08:00

To think I'm still 100%-ly wide awake watching tv when I've got barely another 51/2 hours to sleep before I'm called for RISEANDSHINE.

I just cannnnnnnnn'tttttt sleeep!!

ergh.

2009-03-06T20:11:00.007+08:00

Words From A Fucker.
For me, you were both the answer to a prayer and the devil in disguise.
When you came, closer and closer, you pulled me back from the brink of devastation. But you didn’t want to end our relationship there.
After what I've encountered, I had sworn off men – until you tempted me to give in to my emotions just once more. I knew I was risking a broken heart, but I thought, so long as I was held tightly in your arms, I simply didn’t care.

I swear if…....you hadn’t come any closer, you wouldn’t be in this misfortune.
I swear if…....you had wanted nothing more to our relationship, you wouldn’t have this BIG regret.
I swear if…....you hadn’t tempt me, you wouldn’t have lost your heart to a fucker
…....and that is me. I swear.

2009-03-05T15:41:00.006+08:00

I am just a uselessss piece of shit to you.

Why thank you!

2009-03-04T00:35:00.002+08:00

I've been depending wayyyyy too much on those pink pills to sleep.

I wouldn't want to overdose and die. :(

2009-03-02T23:49:00.005+08:00

Eat, Eat, Eat & Eeeeat!

Obesity really scares the hell out of me. I wouldn't want to grow fat, well actually, not any fatter than this. And at the same time, it's really impossible for me to cut down on the amount of FATS I take in everyday. But I know I've got to start dieting before my condition gets any worser cause the number of clothes I've set aside in my wardrobe is uncountable which pratically means I've put on weight or should I say my body's like a jelly now.

& to my DEAR GOOD FRIEND, Aidil, thanks for the comment and you suck, badddd.

2009-03-01T13:08:00.006+08:00

The Man On The Sixth Floor.
He came, to our astonishment, with a terrifyingly humungous bowl. He was indeed one strange weirdo who came knocking for a bowl of lontong, a f***king big bowl at that. I guess the aroma of mom’s lontong was too strong, he had to stomach. And so, without any reluctance, we gave.
Apart from that, he also checked out the surrounding of my house, admiring my elder brother’s picture in his graduation outfit. ^&*%$#
Not to forget, he too danced abit to the tune of dangdut that was played.
Wow, I can’t believe somebody so bizarre do exist.
But he seems a nice guy though, only odd.

2009-02-26T20:26:00.013+08:00

I feel like turning up for work at The American Club tomorrow
cause I want money
cause I need money
cause I miss getting loads of money
cause school's starting soon
cause my wishlist is getting from bad to worse
cause I wanna get rid of some of the things on my wishlist
cause I don't want Is to get the nike airmax before I do
cause I don't want Mas to get the nike airmax before I do
cause I don't want Tiq to get the nike airmax before I do
cause Tiqi's pay is on Saturday
cause I just don't like it
cause it hurts to watch my friends shop
cause it even hurts to watch him shop
cause it's really annoying when they SHRIEK 'pay's in!!!!'
cause it's even annoying when he WHISPERS 'gaji dah masok'
cause I'm just too fucking jealous with everyone
cause I savour for pizza hut
cause I savour for gelare's waffle
cause i savour for that Japanese ice-cream
cause I savour for swensen's ice-cream, the one with maltesses in it
cause I wanna eat out
cause I'm fucking broke
cause I'm left with two bucks?
cause I'm bored at home
cause mom and dad won't give me a cent
cause life sucks without money
cause I wanna own a bike license soooooooonn, as soon as I turn 18!
cause I wanna own a bike
cause I don't wanna feel so poor
cause my bank account is too empty
cause my bank account is indeed empty
cause cause cause...

If only I had won millions in a lottery
I wouldn't need to list so many CAUSE...

2009-02-26T19:23:00.007+08:00

One Unforgettable Night.

:))

Ha, I looove the way you smile.

Act slenge,

then open mouth wide-wide for nothing

like stupid

then act cute, heh!

The cable car ride wasn't as daunting as I thought it would be.

I could even stand for a picture.

I'm brave.

=.=

'By by, amek gambar, I nk step buat muke takot'

HAHA!

Thumbs up!?!

^.^

That night was one undoubtedly exhausting and killing night

but it was nevertheless amazing. I loved every moment we spent together.

I knew I shed some fats on that very night due to our strenuous walkings

and yeah, too bad you lost your mp3 and my...in the cab. =.=

You've got yourself an AIDIL ( -__________- ) ipod in replacement now, whatever~.

I love you

2009-02-21T14:11:00.007+08:00

MY BABIES

I don't care you have to treat me to something; pizza hut or pastamania once you got your freakin' payyyyyyy!

But then again, I hope I can have a new job soon so I won't feel jealous when you bitches got your payyyy!

YUM YUM YUM

iwantineed

AJOb

lahhhhhh

'theclickfive'
without tiqitiq

FULLERTON HOTEL IS GORGEOUS

ps: I shall take my time, not, in finding a new plus a whole lot more comfortable, brighter, busier, happier, enjoy-ER job! =.=

2009-02-13T11:38:00.010+08:00

JUST

WHAT IS THAT

CUTE LIL' SECRET

OF YOURS?!

2009-02-13T00:29:00.004+08:00

I'VE GOT MYSELF EMPLOYED NOW!

WOOHOO~

2009-02-11T23:40:00.004+08:00

LIKE HE THINKS SHE'S SPOILT.
I know, my attitude has been extremely intolerable and it seems like I would soon burst the remaining of your 'life and kicking' blood vessels, if there are still some left. Furthermore, I realised I've also been adding fuckloads of pressure and stress on your back in which I'm afraid will get fractured or severe injuries done too. No, I kid. =.=
You might be all cranky and infuriating at times I would just wanna smash you hard with your guitar but, that won't make me heart stop pounding for you. In fact it showed me my true colors like just how terrible I've been towards you. I swear I've been fixing and working on my badbadbadddd behaviour and I'm so sorry to make you wait for the process to be completed.
Would you wanna lend a hand and help me get through this?
Babe, I hope things wouldn't go wrong and everthing's gonna be alright for us.

R is for red.

Red is for blood.

Blood is for love.

Love is for you.

& you is for me.

& me is for you.

I MISS YOU.

hehehehehhehehhehe

2009-02-06T15:25:00.010+08:00

HAHAHAHA!!!
Daymn, I just realised I actually blogged about something most of my friends don't know about. & now that it's accidentally revealed, I might as well just leave it down there, for you. =.=
You know, I kinda feel lucky that the two mossst important people in my life could actually accept the fact that I 'started' smoking.
You know, the both of you, Syafiq and Istianah, thank you for not keeping a distant away from me when I do 'that'. I appreciate your understanding, especially you, girl. :)
I know just how much you detest smokers (you find them stinky but I'm not. Right???!!!) and now your own bestfriend does it. I'm sorry but then again, thank you, you understand me the most and that's why I love you. :)
& you, Syafiq, on the other hand, I know you hate it too but don't dare to stop me cause you're just one of them 'faggots'.
HAHAHAHA!!!

2009-02-05T22:23:00.004+08:00

SOMETHING DON'T SMELL QUITE RIGHT.
Now I'm coughing cause I got myself choked on it. I had to finish it fast cause my babysister won't quit knocking on my door. I was nailed to one side of my room, puffing. I couldn't take it. 1 day down, I need one stick.
That one side of my room was actually insideee my own freakin closet. I found myself a little, maybe plus a lil bit more, stupid. I shouldn't have done that in my room.
& now, the smell just won't go away.
~SIGH.

2009-02-01T19:16:00.003+08:00

TRUST.
You know, about these things your friends been telling you that I’m cheatin under the seats with another guy. I can tell you one of the problems of confusion and automatically there are so many with another man. Now, tell me what you wanna do about this. Do you wanna quit or keep it movin? Do you really wanna make the wrong desicion cause (just please don’t deny) in the long run, it’s gonna be my love that you missin.
Why you gotta tell ‘I love to tell my friends about our business’? When the only one you should be talking to is, your girl. So, just let me know how you want this to happen. Could it be, you and me…..just where do we go from here?
I can’t take it no more so I’ll just erase it and this is crazy cause I never do that to you. Please, don’t believe everything you hear to the grave vine. Next time, you hear them bitchin’ you say ‘Shhh…don’t waste your time’.
I can’t take it no more; feel like walking out the door. You don’t seem to understand what it’s like to think your girl is cheating on you day and night when she should be by your side. I thought it was just you and me, but now I hear you sayin there’s something not right.
What they don’t know that’s not how I rode!
Everything’s not true!
Baby, I love you.

2009-01-27T13:34:00.002+08:00

BREATHE EASY, BABE.

The air was refreshingly clean when I went out yesterday. Some raindrops soaked my skin but it didn’t matter at all, I could take that. Them Chinese could be seen everywhere pleasantly dressed, laughing and smiling, drinking and smoking blablabla cause it was CNY for goodness sake. Yeah.
The purpose of me going out yesterday was to get some breather. It was like, I was made for her and she was made for me, that was what it seemed to be. It don’t matter, you don’t understand. Thanks girl for being there for me.

(can't go on anymore, I'm running late, gotta go get dressed now)

2009-01-25T23:53:00.005+08:00

5 KILOS ADDED.
I seriously didn’t expect the weather to be such a killer down there at Changi Beach, earlier today. Glad I skipped the thought of getting under a mini, flairy & light-weight skirt, or else, I’ll be done for. FBT was no good either, got me all worked up and agitated with the stupid strong unmanageable constant gust of wind.
The sea was incredibly beautiful, not! To think I planned to get a quick deep in the water for some ‘leisure’. I would have gotten killed damn brutally there and then if my mind decided to go against my heart, trust me.
Everything was dull and dreary, except for yeah the fact that there were tons of good food to munch on!

2009-01-24T18:37:00.003+08:00

YOUR HOPES ARE HIGH.
Sometimes you have so much on your mind, someone just has to keep an eye on you, be it really near or extremely faraway. Sometimes when loneliness entangled you, someone would willingly entertain you, be it here or there. But at that one point of time when you believe you had given your heart away and it’d be in safe hands, that someone might have gotten bored of you and would just wanna chuck you in them rubbish heap, and shut you out for life.
‘Love is just a game’, no?
I’ve opened my arms wide for you no matter how ridiculous you could be sometimes, crafting art; hot fire burning inside of you. I’m ok, no?
I wonder if I have ever successfully got through to you upon those sacrifices I THOUGHT I’ve made. Did I, no?
Buried them friends, for you. B’cause why? I love you.

2009-01-24T01:06:00.005+08:00

ALARMING.
When your time is up, you’ll just have to let your soul rest easy. Everyone sure dread for the worst, the part you’d turn senseless, and contentment could not be felt or shared.
It happened during the hours of darkness and you found yourself alone, terrified, and gasping for air. Dialled on them numbers, giving desperate calls and in the meanwhile, you let your thoughts run wild and far, outlying into ‘the other world’. What could you possibly do? Your loved ones had been taken away, not once but twice.
It too hit me, as solid as a rock, resulting dumbness and frailness in the hips and thighs.
Maybe all these will make you stronger and bolder. Maybe all these will make you live higher then your history and maybe also, live the dreams you thought you would never reach.
Ease your mind, my dear friend cause I know your friends are certainly gonna be there for you. & I will play my part too.

2009-01-23T09:16:00.011+08:00

LIFE IS SUCH A CRAZY THING.

It's never really what it seems cause first we were chillin, now I'm catchin feelings, can you tell me what this means? I'm going through my voicemails, I'm savin every message you sent, I'm tryna read in between the lines to see if there was somethin' I missed.
All of a sudden, my vision became so clear. Everything I needed was right here before me. So pressed to let you know how you make me feel. I never had a feeling that’s so real, control me.

Baby, we should just do this with a feeling so strong how can we go wrong? No games, I want you exclusive, there’s no more excuses, the feelings so right.
I really love your company. I hate it when you gotta leave another opportunity for me to say everything. So tell me am I buggin when you look at me like that. I wanna say somethin but I don’t know the way you’re gonna react. I don’t wanna play no games and sure you knew it all along what was going wrong. I don’t care how this may sound but you need to know right now so I might as well just come out and tell you.

2009-01-22T13:41:00.006+08:00

La la la la la la uh huh.
Can you feel me? I can't feel myself. Guess you've got me kickin' way too fast. Why?
Hah.

2009-01-20T14:54:00.006+08:00

In order to maintain a healthy relationship, all you have to do is be frank and open towards your partner. :)

2009-01-15T17:47:00.004+08:00

Would 'You take me on a gym date?

I've been waiting for soooo long to go WITH YOU.

2009-01-13T00:32:00.006+08:00

Aww My Babygirl,
I am so sorry I left you out on this. I thought it'd be better that I leave you on the other BRIGHTER AND EASY side. I didn't wanna chuck anymore loads on your back, sweetheart. Besides, it's impossible for us to even SMS nowadays when we used to call each other up like every few hours each day. I miss you so. Seriously, I have never missed you this much. Ever.
Alright now, let's get back to the reasons why. Remember, you couldn't even find time to write that resume (wonder if you've already done it for me -_-) HAH and so, how am I supposed to allocate some free time from you for this? :( I'm alright, baby. You know, you've always been there for me through my ups and downs and so, I guess it's best I let you rest easy for some time like this. :) Think positive Istianah and pssst, I miss you!

YAAAAAAAAAA(kob)KULLLLTTTTTT
I AM SO GONNA MISS BUMPING INTO YOU IN SCHOOL!!!
psssst, i can now like tag along during activation since Abg Afiq often asked about me!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYY! <3333

2009-01-12T11:21:00.003+08:00

WHERE'S MY BAG?

SOO MUCH FOR FIDDLING & ADORING,

FORGETFUL.

2009-01-12T00:13:00.009+08:00

ALL THE BEST.

School starts tomorrow but it's not meant for me. Guess, I've already made up my mind about withdrawing, in fact, I already did and it wasn't the least easy.
Opinions and advices were bombarding me bad when I let out my breath about this. Thanks Comrades, Bandits and some other friends, and not forgetting my ChrisBrizy for sparing me those few minutes on this.
I am not looking down at myself for doing this because I know today's never too late for me to strive and work hard to get into Poly.
NAFA had been a great experience for me. I made new friends with different personalities and they're a bunch of fun and enthusiatic people. All the best to you guys and keep on striving! :)
HAPPY SCHOOLING FOLKS AND I DO MISS YOU GUYS - Ana, Kin, Ziella, Afann, Ayu, Jack, Zzul, Echa, Jannah, Eza! :) <3333

2009-01-08T00:20:00.004+08:00

Muhammad Syafiq Firdaus is Fit's Superman.

2009-01-03T21:54:00.011+08:00

I need a job

FUCKING BADLY

because

1. I don't want my boyfriend to think that I'm sucking on his money

and become a FREELOADER !

2. I can't live without lotsss of money !

3. I wanna fucking clear my fucking irritating wishlist before it gets any longer !

4. I don't wanna waste my time munching and get any fatter than this !

2009-01-02T16:25:00.005+08:00

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKINGBOREDD !!

I'm fucking dreading my fucking day at my - home

with absolutely fucking nothing to fucking do.

& so.

I've decided to post

this cute photo of my twin brother.

WTH.

foryoutosee

BORED LA SIAL !!!!

MUHAMMAD AIDIL BIN JAMAL.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKYOU

2009-01-01T18:14:00.012+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

OUR COUNTDOWN CELEBRATION WAS ABSOLUTELY FUN !!!!

How was yours?

YEAH YEAH YEAH !

photographer: Fit.

you can hardly see me in any pictures

cause 'I was really kind'

great bunch of people

THE COMRADES !

Izza & Fit :)))))

photographer: Fit.

The geek in the STRAWHAT.

Hello Baby!! :)

photographer: Fit.

HEH

Cam models tak krg rase?

photographer: Fit.

Atiqah & Afiq

photographer: Fit.

Damn these guys are so like monkeys !

Fun Fun Fun !

photographer: Fit.

& WHEN THE SKY TURNS DARKKKK ..

photographer: Fit.

Nice huh?

I know.

photographer: Fit.

GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

photographer: Fit.

Izza & Izham

YEAH YEAH.

photographer: Fit.

TIQI TIQ TIQI TIQ !!

photographer: Fit.

Fauzul's favourite since I told him

'eh cool uh kao dalam gmbr nie!'

WTH.

FIRST KISS OF THE YEAR!!!
I LIKEEEEEE.

FIRST PIC OF THE YEAR!!!
fuckfuckfuckfuckyou,blurrrrrrrrrr

Thanks guys for being such sporty people! Our countdown was indeed pleasurably amazing!
From picnic/party at Botanical Garden to chillin'out by the river at boat quay to catch the fireworks to enhancing a crowd dancing to the tune of the 'Tabla Group' ((F-HILARIOUS)) to drinking on the pavement at clarke quay to cab down to safron [[FULLSTOP]]

to meeting The Bandits at bedok roof top to drinking at pasir ris park.
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME.
Everything was just so perfectly arranged, no? Heh.
I LIKEEEEEEEEEE.

ROCK NEVER DIES, COMRADES!!!!
LOVE YOU!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
:)

You were totally shagged,

I could feel.

However you insisted to 'tahan mate'

till the next morning since

I don't wanna fucking go home.

Thank you baby,

you were really sweet,

in fact you are very sweet.

Good night.

Iloveyou

2008-12-31T11:37:00.010+08:00

THE 5th SENTOSA VISIT OF THE 'WEEK'.

oh god, I have the skin color of a bangla now

FUCK

Is,Tiq,Mas

splendid

after much anticipation

SKYRIDE&LUGE

"sial uh, tinggi sia"

WHATEVER!

look at the picture below

yeah yeah
HMPF ey?

as the track was too pack, we couldn't drift
:(((((((((((

((roti kirai))
:)))))))))

Mas.
Stay away from her if you have good food!
HEH

This is what i call - Half past six burry.
WTH.
legs and all could still be seen

HAHAHAHAHAHA
You look like Michael Jackson sia!!

"eh lawa pe gambar nie" - "yela, muke kao lawa"

&
THE PICTURE OF THE DAY

We'll seriously scare the shit off my boyfriend and maybe 'your crush' if I hadn't majorly edited this photo. Thank me, NOW! :)

2008-12-30T22:58:00.009+08:00

Good thing you weren't THAT mad at me for 'upsetting' you earlier today.

GOOD THING.

Babe, i've promised you I won't be that wet blanket

& so I ginormously hope, I won't.

Just show me what you've got on the roll for me tomorrow.

Papa somehow said 'ok' to countdown's party,

wishing for a green light to stay out the whole night too.

Whatever it is, I can't wait for tomorrow.

Hopefully, surprises would come out popping blastly for me! :)

hopeyouknowwhatImean *winkwink* wth

2008-12-29T22:23:00.003+08:00

COUNTDOWN'S COMING I CAN'T WAIT!

I wish I wish with all my heart I'll be able to celebrate countdown with them guys right after mama's birthday celebration.

Ouh please.

Butterflies resting on my nose?

Animals in the zoo caught off cage chasing after me?

STRIKE OUT, NO NO NO NO!!

2008-12-26T22:39:00.007+08:00

I thought I was livin' a lie but no.
Sometimes when we fight, I think maybe I should just let you leave and push you out of my life. But I don't decide, cause I know that I just can't survive without you. And I know inside I'll never let you go cause I'm sure you're the one. Even through the rain it's clear, you're the one I want. And no matter how we fuss and fight boy, you should always know I just can't stop loving you.
It's stupid, yes.
Baby I tried, to tell you goodbye but one look from your eyes and those dumb thoughts say goodbye. It's foolish to try, when I know that I just can't survive without you.

2008-12-26T00:28:00.006+08:00

TREMENDOUSLY FUN SENTOSA OUTING.

We had it all today.

From 'talktomymom' to 'Janji Melayu' to getting fucked up among one another to stupid 'syarahan' to fall, bad fall (oops) to bully to wasting a last stick to fury to ENJOYMENT!

It's been sometime since I last met up with the comrades & it felt good to spend today with them at sentosa.

Baby, I had fun with you today.

Thank you.

Sepia.

2008-12-24T14:10:00.007+08:00

When it was just you and me, nobody else.

Now, it's me and me, and this shitass.

Takecare.

18thDec - Bowling.

2008-12-22T20:32:00.015+08:00

Was all set for Bowling.

We were the leads but I was the AbsoluteBowlingChampion (amongthemgirls).

Paudeo.

She's the girl who just can't do without deodorant.
:)

Isty, we're sooo gonna get their gelare's treat ok?!

Tiq, Massy, when is it again?

I miss spending time with you.

Why does it seem so hard for us to meet now?

Someday, we'll find time to go food hunting again!

OK?!

Hey you bitch!

Whatever it is, I still hate you for 'replacing' me at that workplace!

HMPF.

How to go under the bikini?
Satu persatu BONCET!
kusmangat
HAHA!

So, this is Massy's new pair of shoes. Club Marc's.

See, Massy, told you I successfully captured your NEW PAIR OF SHOES.
Gelare baybeh, oh yeah!

2008-12-18T01:24:00.010+08:00

THANK YOU,

MUHAMMAD SYAFIQ FIRDAUS.

THANK YOU SOO MUCH.

2008-12-15T15:26:00.023+08:00

OFFICIALLY GROUNDED.

'I'm rotting, I'm stinking. Can you smell me?'
sent to 374832019 friends who are most likely enjoying freedom out there

When My Soulja's away - riding bikes illegally, floating on air like chipanzee etc,
I'll be dancing till I drop dead :(
When Mas, Is & Tiqi shop,
I'll be burning my fats till I look like a skeleton :(
When them monkeys are riding,
I'll pray for their safety :(

2008-12-15T13:59:00.004+08:00

Hey Soulja,
I'm gon miss you but you bet I'm stronger than before, no them tears ah hah. I'll be right here behaving like that trained little soulja. :) Behave soulja!

2008-12-09T14:37:00.008+08:00

Woah, long it seems since I last updated on anything and everything. Should thank my beloved 'boyfriend' which had died on me, causing me to lose all my datas! Ain't good alright. :(((((

Loads of outings approaching & I just can't wait!!!
Babes, my sexay hottt babes, we have to go Sentosa alright! I can't wait. Them skyrides and luge I went on with Syafiq were just awfully tremendous! 4D Magix seems cool too! The hiking trail, woahhhh, with you bitches around sure is gonna be awesome!!

Apiq, thank you soo much for surprising me with that unplanned Sentosa visit. That was one hell of a fun time you present me. However, you didn't manage to get rid off my phobia of heights. :((( Like what you said, with you sitting right next to me, I'll be just fine, safe and sound. INDEED. I love you baby. Are you feeling much better now? I hope you didn't get infected with dengue. You're a superhero so you can overcome any diseases, no worries baby. I miss you. I miss you soo much. Rest well ok? Muahh. :))

I'll spend my day with shasha and diandra tomorrow, gon meet up reallyyy early in the morning. &&& yeah, babygirl is coming back home tomorrow!!!! Hell i miss her. I miss you, Isty!.

Alright.
:)
Chao.

2008-12-03T13:17:00.006+08:00

I'm going down the hallway in search of me & till I found me will I then meet you.

2008-11-27T11:58:00.012+08:00

It has been days since we last met & today being your "free" day it's just still seem so hard for us to meet. I thought, it's me you would wanna spend today with but no. It's ok. I'm not asking you to change your plans but a little concern would work for me cause all I need now is you.
Hopefully, I can rest easy even without you.

2008-11-26T22:52:00.013+08:00

What would you do when your mom says you're a burden in her life?
I just wanna tell her how sorry I am for making her suffer with my presence

but there's no way I can ever get through to her

cause she just won't listen.

2008-11-25T15:46:00.014+08:00

Nuance,

I beg of you to ppppppplease accept me back to work! You see, I have a great deal on my shopping list and without you I can’t do my shit no more. I am living a life of insanity right now without new goods. I am half-dead and surely you wouldn’t want me dead only at the age of 17??! And you know, I would run down the salons for a fine sizzling new haircut habitually during my school’s break. New shoes, new clothes, new bags, new everything, I mean it, everything! Ain’t all this pitiful enough? Have some mercy please. And there's roughly a month or so more before school reopens.
Hello,.. does anyone out there who would wanna quit your job and let me take over your position?? A job associating with perfumes and cosmetics specifically??

2008-11-23T22:40:00.022+08:00

Today was by far the most uninteresting and dullest day ever. I think I could remember what I did from the moment I got off my bed.

10:00 - 10:20 am - Shower.

10:20 - 10:30 am - Dress up.

10:30 - 11:50 am - Had prata for breakfast with my family.

11:50 - 12:00 pm - Walked back home with the load of 15kg on my back.

12:00 - 12:15 pm - Rest on my bed.

12:15 - 12:45 pm - Watched 'beyonce experience' on youtube.

12:45 - 1:15 pm - Greeted my relatives who came over & we chatted for a couple of minutes or so.

1:15 - 1:25 pm - Sms-ing Is texting her I missed her & reading the dreadful news that Tiq's grandma has passed away. *Inalila*

1:25 - 4:00 pm - Watched a whole lot of music videos. (Yeah, soon after I heard the dreadful news. Yeah, I was being a bitch. Na'ah, I just didn't manage to get through Tiq!)

4:00 - 4:15pm - Had rice with 'sotong hitam'. **Sedap!

4:15 - 4:18 pm - Called Apiq but he didn't wanna talk.

4:18 - 5:30 pm - Played 'Diner Dash'.

5:30 - 5:33 pm - Called Apiq, for the second time, and got reprimanded.

5:33 - 5:35 pm - Passed Khai his mp3 through my window.

5:35 - 7:00 pm - Played 'Dress Up Rush'.

7:00 - 7:15 pm - Chatted with my relatives for a couple of minutes again before they go home.

7:15 - 7:30 pm - Ate rice with 'asam pedas'. **Sedap!

7:30 - 7:35 pm - Called Apiq, for the third time, who was being rather kind this time.

7:35 - 9:00 pm - Played 'Hotdog Bush'.

9:00 - 9:30 pm - Played 'Bratz Make-over'.

9:30 - 10:30 pm - Played 'Cake Shop'.

10:30 - 10:33 pm - Called Apiq, for the fourth time, and he was being far wayyyy to kind again this time.

10:33 - 10:50 - Bearing the most ear-splitting shriek of a 2 year old baby, shrieking for my lappy. This baby thought she could operate a laptop. Oh gosh!

Fuckinshit, I've been fuckin butts down facing my fuckin lappy for one whole fuckin day! I'll rather fuck my boyfriend than staying at home for one whole fuckin day again. No no, this is just a way of saying. Baby, na'ah. No no.

2008-11-23T13:04:00.043+08:00

Way back in 2005.

my laughter burst out uncontrollably

Look, maybe I should get them to be the

certified hotties.

Basically in recognition of their strong ability in

modelling

which would definitely

turn heads,

cause major traffic accidents

and

make people tear to blindness.

2008-11-20T23:14:00.010+08:00

I'm asking you to believe not in my ability to bring about real changes in me. I'm asking you to believe in yours.

Baby,
My answered prayer and dream come true. Our love will last on this earth till our last breathe is through. Until then there will be thousands of smiles and I love you. My soul would never be complete without you. When I first saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I first met you I was afraid to hold you. When I first held you I was afraid to kiss you. When I first kissed you I was afraid to love you. And now that I love you I am afraid to lose you. When I tell you I love you, I don't say it out of habit or to make a conversation. I say it to remind you that you're just purely the bestest thing that has ever happened to me.
I love you.
:)

2008-11-19T16:53:00.017+08:00

Just don't piss of short people.

Let short people piss you (theforeigner) by acting like you (theforeigner).

..twiggleatthetwistsign..

:)Haha!

When you share a waffle with two guys, this is what you'll get.

DISGUSTING!

2008-11-18T12:33:00.045+08:00

just so dangerously in love with you

IT'S THE DAY OF LOVEEEE.

Zamir&Amira: they're like

" Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: No.

Girl: What?.. I mean why not?

Boy: Think about it for a sec.

Girl: So, there's another girl?

Boy: No baby! I love you!

Izza&Izham: they're like

you're the reason for my smile.

Tiq&Afiq: they're like

she plus him equals to better math.

Fit&Fiq: & we're like

"FINE I ADMIT IT!

I think of you every second of every day.

You're my favourite subject to talk about.

When I hug you I wish I could never let go.

Most of all of my dreams have you in them.

I always get excited when I see you again.

& I'm completely in love with you."

:)Really!

Hold up wait a minute. I ain't done yet.

Sally&Irsyad: &&& they're like

I'm a lover, not a fighter but I'll fight for what I love.

:)Aww.

& we're

THAT ONE BIG FAMILY

who's like

when anybody's house is burning down,

we'll be roasting marshmallows and hitting on the firemen.

anak murid DOL!kusmangat.

PS:

To the Beautiful Couple,

I'm happy for you.

I wish for nothing but the best for you both.

WOotwoot!!

2008-10-24T08:27:00.012+08:00

23rd October.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!
17? Not 18? Oops. :)
Illegal still! Haha.
Apiq, stay cute and sweet always but just for me ok?
I love you.
Muahh.

2008-10-22T22:55:00.016+08:00

Today was hectic. CPF and school fee shit were killing the hell out of me!

A hole-ing for 5 freakin' hrs till Isty called.

...

When all I wanted to do was relieve stress.

She's my baby girl. :)Train didn't like us today so we got punished very brutally with fuckin nauseous smells!

Isty was very very very obsessed with this chocolate cake auntie's whereabouts.

Auntie auntie. Haha!

My mind's seems to be a little too screw loose today.
My blog sucks.
I'm jammed up in the ass.

2008-10-21T18:27:00.003+08:00

I can picture myself butts down at the school’s library

for hours after class on a daily basis now.

Baby, we’ve not been meeting each other lately

due to our tight schedules.
Your advice to priorities school before you

seems to be lingering on my mind.
You’re such a considerate and compassionate boyfriend

but I kept telling you off to just leave NAFA alone.
Baby you’re just so magical and you made me

survive through darkness.
I’m sorry.
I love you.
Now,

I’ve opened up my eyes to endure and fight for success.

2008-10-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

I’m lost.
I’m dumb for words.
I’m blind for sights.
I’m deaf for sounds.

You know all my life I’ve never ever felt so hassled and pressurized until I step foot into this school called NAFA.
These fuckloads of assignments are just pressing me hard, hard, hard, harder gradually.
That whiz kid I was is not to avail.
Searching my soul and I hope I won’t be a quitter just too soon.

2008-10-20T15:17:00.003+08:00

What a day. I feel sluggish, my mind’s listless, I can’t help but to head back home even if my watch shows 1+ + + pm.
My school fee hasn’t been deducted from the CPF account.FCUK.

What a HORE!
&& I just come to realize that this week would determine whether I’d be able to sit for my examinations. Seal your letterboxes GENG! All.the.best.
My comfortable, most gorgeous bed is really inviting right now.
Maybe I should get myself organized first before I snooze.

Today.
1. Do time-table arrangement.
2. Complete western painting assignments.
3. Gym.

Yezzir. That’s about it.

Oh.Oh.Oh! I was somehow a very Good Samaritan just now. =))
There were these two kids who speak really good English and they were kinda lost for directions, I hear them blabbering on the phone, ‘LIKE MAK NENEK GITU’. X.X
I couldn’t resist so, I turned back and answered their freakin’ directory questions. I helped, A LOT.

That wasn’t just it.

There were these two other minah tudong who were animatedly and energetically sharing GHOST STORY outloud.
FUCK sia.
Just felt like blaring out loud at them to just shut the fcukin hell up!
GEEESH….

&& Ooh, bumped into Ana when I got off the bus.
Shittyass, she shed masses and tons of kilos.
I’m impressed.
Huhu.
Pretty babe!

Organized MUCH!night.

2008-10-19T14:04:00.011+08:00

Yakult became my B a short time yesterday since SAY FIQ wasn’t around. Having scandals here and there, I must say is pretty pleasurable. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! MOFO.
I would love to be Yakult’s fifteen minutes GF

for a second time maybe third, fourth, fifth???
Dammit, what’s wrong wimme now?
Yakult, you should be gratified that I’m blogging about you

and you’re like abruptly on my mind.
Damn!
We’re friends after all right B?

Kin’s domain is where I’m gonna head to soon
since Afann just rang.
Aite.
ASSIGNMENTS TIME!!!!!!

CHAO!
ILY.