Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I can't see.
I'm shedding a long river of tears.
My heart's thumping.
Fast.Very Fast.
Tell me what should I do?
Do I still belong to him?
Are we meant for each other?
Is our love true?
Is this TRUE love or just LUST?
What is this thing?
I can't imagine myself without him.
How weird or dreadful it may sound, I can't survive without him.
People said, 'If you lose a fish, you can still find a pirana in the ocean'.
Fine, it's not for you to laugh DAMMIT!
I'm losing someone I love and cherish the most!
I want him to be him, the old him.
I want to be your lil' babygirl.
I want to be treated very dearly.
I want you to smile and console me cutely when I'm down.
I want you right here next to me.
I want you.
Here and Forever.
Maybe all this can't be true no more.
I'm Fit.
He's him.
What are we?
I don't know.
Baby, if you're reading this, let me tell you, in fact the whole world, any strangers reading this,
I LOVE YOU LIKE I'VE NEVER LOVED ANYONE BEFORE.
I can't sleep.
I don't think I can carry myself out to school tomorrow.
I have insufficient sleep.
It's almost one now.
Can't sleep.
Thinking of him.
I'm going nuts.
I'm losing my mind.
ASTAFIRLAALAZIM.
I'm shedding a long river of tears.
My heart's thumping.
Fast.Very Fast.
Tell me what should I do?
Do I still belong to him?
Are we meant for each other?
Is our love true?
Is this TRUE love or just LUST?
What is this thing?
I can't imagine myself without him.
How weird or dreadful it may sound, I can't survive without him.
People said, 'If you lose a fish, you can still find a pirana in the ocean'.
Fine, it's not for you to laugh DAMMIT!
I'm losing someone I love and cherish the most!
I want him to be him, the old him.
I want to be your lil' babygirl.
I want to be treated very dearly.
I want you to smile and console me cutely when I'm down.
I want you right here next to me.
I want you.
Here and Forever.
Maybe all this can't be true no more.
I'm Fit.
He's him.
What are we?
I don't know.
Baby, if you're reading this, let me tell you, in fact the whole world, any strangers reading this,
I LOVE YOU LIKE I'VE NEVER LOVED ANYONE BEFORE.
I can't sleep.
I don't think I can carry myself out to school tomorrow.
I have insufficient sleep.
It's almost one now.
Can't sleep.
Thinking of him.
I'm going nuts.
I'm losing my mind.
ASTAFIRLAALAZIM.
Labels: LoveORLust?
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