Fit's.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

It has been days since we last met & today being your "free" day it's just still seem so hard for us to meet. I thought, it's me you would wanna spend today with but no. It's ok. I'm not asking you to change your plans but a little concern would work for me cause all I need now is you.
Hopefully, I can rest easy even without you.

Labels: Tell me, who would be there for you when you're down?

11:58 AM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

What would you do when your mom says you're a burden in her life?
I just wanna tell her how sorry I am for making her suffer with my presence

but there's no way I can ever get through to her

cause she just won't listen.

Labels: Just what am I in your heart, mom?

10:52 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Nuance,

I beg of you to ppppppplease accept me back to work! You see, I have a great deal on my shopping list and without you I can’t do my shit no more. I am living a life of insanity right now without new goods. I am half-dead and surely you wouldn’t want me dead only at the age of 17??! And you know, I would run down the salons for a fine sizzling new haircut habitually during my school’s break. New shoes, new clothes, new bags, new everything, I mean it, everything! Ain’t all this pitiful enough? Have some mercy please. And there's roughly a month or so more before school reopens.
Hello,.. does anyone out there who would wanna quit your job and let me take over your position?? A job associating with perfumes and cosmetics specifically??

Labels: pathetically broke

3:46 PM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Today was by far the most uninteresting and dullest day ever. I think I could remember what I did from the moment I got off my bed.

10:00 - 10:20 am - Shower.

10:20 - 10:30 am - Dress up.

10:30 - 11:50 am - Had prata for breakfast with my family.

11:50 - 12:00 pm - Walked back home with the load of 15kg on my back.

12:00 - 12:15 pm - Rest on my bed.

12:15 - 12:45 pm - Watched 'beyonce experience' on youtube.

12:45 - 1:15 pm - Greeted my relatives who came over & we chatted for a couple of minutes or so.

1:15 - 1:25 pm - Sms-ing Is texting her I missed her & reading the dreadful news that Tiq's grandma has passed away. *Inalila*

1:25 - 4:00 pm - Watched a whole lot of music videos. (Yeah, soon after I heard the dreadful news. Yeah, I was being a bitch. Na'ah, I just didn't manage to get through Tiq!)

4:00 - 4:15pm - Had rice with 'sotong hitam'. **Sedap!

4:15 - 4:18 pm - Called Apiq but he didn't wanna talk.

4:18 - 5:30 pm - Played 'Diner Dash'.

5:30 - 5:33 pm - Called Apiq, for the second time, and got reprimanded.

5:33 - 5:35 pm - Passed Khai his mp3 through my window.

5:35 - 7:00 pm - Played 'Dress Up Rush'.

7:00 - 7:15 pm - Chatted with my relatives for a couple of minutes again before they go home.

7:15 - 7:30 pm - Ate rice with 'asam pedas'. **Sedap!

7:30 - 7:35 pm - Called Apiq, for the third time, who was being rather kind this time.

7:35 - 9:00 pm - Played 'Hotdog Bush'.

9:00 - 9:30 pm - Played 'Bratz Make-over'.

9:30 - 10:30 pm - Played 'Cake Shop'.

10:30 - 10:33 pm - Called Apiq, for the fourth time, and he was being far wayyyy to kind again this time.

10:33 - 10:50 - Bearing the most ear-splitting shriek of a 2 year old baby, shrieking for my lappy. This baby thought she could operate a laptop. Oh gosh!

Fuckinshit, I've been fuckin butts down facing my fuckin lappy for one whole fuckin day! I'll rather fuck my boyfriend than staying at home for one whole fuckin day again. No no, this is just a way of saying. Baby, na'ah. No no.

Labels: fuck today

10:40 PM

Way back in 2005.

my laughter burst out uncontrollably

Look, maybe I should get them to be the

certified hotties.

Basically in recognition of their strong ability in

modelling

which would definitely

turn heads,

cause major traffic accidents

and

make people tear to blindness.

Labels: I promise there's nothing of this sort now. :)

1:04 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

I'm asking you to believe not in my ability to bring about real changes in me. I'm asking you to believe in yours.

Baby,
My answered prayer and dream come true. Our love will last on this earth till our last breathe is through. Until then there will be thousands of smiles and I love you. My soul would never be complete without you. When I first saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I first met you I was afraid to hold you. When I first held you I was afraid to kiss you. When I first kissed you I was afraid to love you. And now that I love you I am afraid to lose you. When I tell you I love you, I don't say it out of habit or to make a conversation. I say it to remind you that you're just purely the bestest thing that has ever happened to me.
I love you.
:)

Labels: I love my boyfriend.

11:14 PM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008