Tuesday, April 21, 2009
You've walked away.
You walked far away from me.
I was left standing rooted to the ground as I watched you disappearing in a distance.
I was left trembling alone.
I already knew by then what great number of imperfections I have running all over my body.
I felt atrocious to your sight.
I already knew.
Sometimes I wished I could turn back time to those sweet moments we once shared.
When I stumbled as I complimented you/ When you stumbled as you complimented me.
When you kissed my eyes instead of kissing my cheeks 'cause you were all nervous.
When you left your empty stomach growling in order to feed me with what little money you had.
When you rummaged through your wardrobe for hours, searching and matching your outfit with mine everytime we date.
When you tell me you couldn't sleep 'cause you were thinking about me and then we would end up talking on the phone all night long.
When you brought your laptop overseas so that you could atleast get in touch with me through MSN over the week.
When you bought a prepaid card overseas, putting aside the Line you already had, so that you could call and talk to me a little much longer.
When you gave me cab money so that I wouldn't reach home late and get grounded again 'cause you wanna see me the next day.
When you worked together with your friends to surprise me with a smashing birthday surprise.
When you borrowed money from your friends so that you could present me an absolutely thrilling birthDAY.
When you ended up having to clear your debts 'cause of me.
When you pretended you forgot all about your family outings time and time again 'cause you didn't want me to feel sad about you not going out with me for the day and ended up getting reprimanded.
When you treated me like a princess, buying me the things I wanted without even complaining you need the money for something else.
When we talked animatedly about our future, and that you would be my husband and I would be your wife, and that we would have a lot of kids and stay happily together.
Haha, here I go tearing again. :)
I know I miss you but I can't go on no more.
I know I don't want you to be someone else's but I can't be self-centered no more.
I know I want you right here next to me but I can't be any closer no more.
I want to say I love you but I know it can't be more than just friends.
Labels: How are you, my dear friend?
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